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After it seems like months of just pushing through life, it seemed that life was just so monotomous and almost boring. I wondered and would ask myself when something was going to happen, when is this adventure they call life going to start? What should I or am I suppose to do in these quiet spaces of non existence. Rest? Meditate? Clean the kitchen cupboards, AGAIN! I did not know so on and on it goes. I recently spoke with someone who almost joked when I told them how unchanged and yet good everything was and they said boring lol ring ya back in another year, a year yes a year. I vaguely remember having this same convo with another person whom I sat and asked what am I to do? I feel my life is so boring and that nothing is happening other than the completely normal things, they replied but that is good don't you see? The monotomous norm is GOOD! Why are we always looking to find something to fulfil us or to do, something to make us feel worthy of a spot on Earth or in society or

Dreaming a different perspective

I remember back to being a young girl maybe 8 maybe even 5 and how I would always have the most graphic dreams at night. I remember driving my mum crazy while I would constantly wake her because I was awake after having had a dream. Dreams about my brother stuck in the toilet haha, only to find him hidden under my bed fast asleep. Why do they wake us at certain times and points in the night while other times it goes on all night or not at all! I am now coming up near 36 years of age and nothing has changed only the awareness around our dream states at night and a greater urge to develop my gifts interpreting dreams. Something would pull me back in time and time again to the very subject of our dream states, awake or asleep. Have you ever just felt that feeling of completely zoning out at work or during the day only to realise oh wait that's right your driving a car lol and suddenly realise where you are? After waking most nights from dreaming I would start to question why and wh

Connecting or Connections?

Lately My awareness has been coming across or involved with a lot of people who are struggling within or out of relationships. Now I don't just mean the married kind, I mean them all between all sorts of people in general. Parents and children, friendships and siblings. Being a healer myself and openly sensitive to energy I realised I was seeming to attract people struggling to me or suddenly know by a feeling/pull that there is something deeper going on between them. Not everyone will or can understand consciousness or the fact that initially we are all connected as a collective, but that the people in our lives be it right now, past or future are the ones we learn to evolve and grow from. Why is it that some parents and children just don't get on while others have the closest connection in the world, why some siblings can never see past the sibling rivalry or why certain friendships or relationships start or end or both sometimes leaving us with big gaping wounded hol