Living Like an Onion

After it seems like months of just pushing through life, it seemed that life was just so monotomous and almost boring. I wondered and would ask myself when something was going to happen, when is this adventure they call life going to start? What should I or am I suppose to do in these quiet spaces of non existence. Rest? Meditate? Clean the kitchen cupboards, AGAIN! I did not know so on and on it goes. I recently spoke with someone who almost joked when I told them how unchanged and yet good everything was and they said boring lol ring ya back in another year, a year yes a year. I vaguely remember having this same convo with another person whom I sat and asked what am I to do? I feel my life is so boring and that nothing is happening other than the completely normal things, they replied but that is good don't you see? The monotomous norm is GOOD! Why are we always looking to find something to fulfil us or to do, something to make us feel worthy of a spot on Earth or in society or